inching forward

texas is a new and different place, but nothing i can't figure out. i'm here for a reason and i guess that is to add something palpable to my life. even if that is learning social interaction again, you know... learning to have the confidence to talk to people. so today i decided to get my lye-berry card and look at some books, perhaps see if there are any get togethers to discuss literature. sadly, the calender for next month hasn't been updated. so i decided i'll return in a week and check out 'charlie chaplin an autobiography by charlie chaplin' not sure if that is the exact title, but it was odd. i really enjoy chaplin so i'm stoked to check that book out.

since i did that this morning i felt motivated to do something else, so i decided to find a church to go to tomorrow morning. which my mom helped out with, there's one that does outreach to homeless and has an international thing going on too. i don't know all the details but i'm sure to learn some soon. it's called 'eagle moutnain international ministries' the guy i called king (sweet name, don't you think?) seemed really into it and excited for me to come. i'm excited to find a church family and after this one i'm gonna check out the salvation army church. i have always been intersted in that. so, progress. see what doors open up from here. i just pray God that i can have the eyes and ears to know what You wish for me to do.

other notes, it was nice to talk to brock today. he called and we made jokes. like always talked about serious matters, i miss that kid. i am blessed to know him. only other thing is my parents and i talked about, what i want to do after college. they were kind of excited. still needs talking over. they participated in earth hour with me, it was that don't' use electricity thing from 8:30-9:30 pm. not sure why i was so excited to do it but i was.

so, God has been amazing. like He usually is, but i'm too stupid or ignorant to listen. He's pretty persistent though.

there is so much more to come and i can't even imagine what that is. i have great hope in You Lord and i once again ask you for Wisdom for what is to come. that i will be a servant to others and show love to everyone i meet. so i can reflect You into the world. may i learn and continue on God always seeking after You.