my pride keeps me back, but i have hope in you God. so here i am asking, 'what is it you want me to do God? i'm listening... in silence, listening to You. let Your Spirit guide me, let Your will be done. i'm stupid sometimes and don't notice things, but i ask for wisdom. the ears and eyes to see whatever Your will, will be.'
You give me Hope God. You fill me up Lord.
i can help the area i'm in Lord, even if i'm a cynical person and choose to throw in the towel too early. there is always something to be done, i'm just not opening myself to it.
oh how easy i am to say i hate people, but really... what does that say? my lips say i love You but i hate my brothers and sisters, what a contradiction and a liar i am. how can i say i loathe them and love You? i love them as You love them. i get frustrated, but i do not hate them. so i need to open myself up to meet people, love people, enjoy these magnificent creations from You!
i do not exist, only You exist.
thank You for, such a great best-friend in my life. i don't know where i'd be if Brock was never placed with me. You really knew what you were doing there, not that You don't know what You were doing... You know what i mean Man.
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